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Twenty ten is coming yo! ♥
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
FaberDrive- Forever



My blog needs a new clothing.
Thou I am not sick of this layout. I need a new one!

Cause you know right,
2010 IS COMING; 3 DAYS YO! (:

I need a brand new layout to welcome 2010.
Tee hee. & am going to have a year-end blog post 'bout 2009. Soon, I guess. Am lazy. Aw. ):

Anyway, I'll be starting my part time this Saturday.
Hope my boss is a nice person. Or else, gg-fied.

Till then,
ciaoo! xo.

PS; I had a great time yesterday. *wink*


shanmin faints at 2:34 PM ♥
I don't own emotions ; I rent . ♡


you're everything, almost. ♥
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Written on Christmas. Posted on Boxing Day. I love boxing day, btw. :P
Paramore- Miracle



The car in the picture above is mine.
Yes, I'm sitting in front of my lappy. Safe and sound.

This happened yesterday (Christmas Eve). I've decided to update about this. Not to show sucky my driving is, but to remind everyone and also me myself about something really important.

When the accident happened, I didn't know it was that close for me and my friends to die on the spot. I thought it wasn't that serious, until I showed this picture to people and they gave me a O.O look. I thought this counted as a wont-cause-any-dead accident. :X

Because of this, my christmas is screwed.
But knowing I'm partly the fault, I can complain nothing. Still I can sit on this chair, typing this sentence, I'm really thankful for being alive. Idk if this is a near-death experience, but I take this really seriously.

People, please be thankful that you're still alive.
& don't complain that your life sucks or you've got no life at all. Some people want to live but they don't even get the chance. ):

So yeaaa, christmas this year is a tearful one.
Still then, I'm happy that I can still cry. LOL!

Anyway, I went Pavillion with Noob4, MatTong & MengChoo to celebrate YC's belted birthday & also christmas eve.
Sorry to Rouanne, MatTong & MengChoo, if I ever made your parents worried about you guys or get you guys hurt in the accident. Am really sorry. I sincerely apologize.

But MatTong & Rouanne damn lucky.
They sit my car for the very first time then I'm involved in the accident already. LOL. Still, SORRY! :(

Enough for the apologizing thing, Ima show you some pictures. Sorry readers, ze blogger is currently superb lazy. So once again, few pictures are uploaded on blog. More on my Facebook album. (:





HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO LOCK YI CHIEN! (:
a.k.a Noob Chien. :X





Without Rouanne & TzerYong. Call me zipai pro. :P


Lengcai MatTong! (:


:) :)

& to youu, thankyou. I love youu.
(omg, damn paseh lah, lolwtf. :()


shanmin faints at 11:48 AM ♥
I don't own emotions ; I rent . ♡


No one knows my name. ♥
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Augustana- Boston

HELLO DARLINGS! (:

Today's christmas eve. & Tomorrow's christmas.
&& 2010 is coming in about 6 days time. Fast eh?

I'm gonna abandon the idea of writing about prom cause I'm really lazy now. All I know is that I enjoyed that night & we got really hyper, right nckk&ofam? (;

19 - 22 December 2009 ; Saturday - Tuesday
@ Langkawi&Penang



In my very own opinion, this trip is expensive. It costs more than it should. Like seriously, they only provide ONE meal which is the dinner on the first day, excluding the breakfasts provided by hotel. I don't care if the organiser reads this cause he already knew.

Other than this, the trip was awesome possum. (:
We had so much fun. We enjoyed every single bit. I miss you guys alreadyyy. Especially QiHui. :(. I'll miss you superb much!

AND I LOVE BEACHES. :D
I've got to organise a Redang trip with my darlings. Hope we can make it. (:

I'm being really lazy now. Am not going to do my usual stuff and write every single thing we did during the 4days 3nights trip. I realise if I really do, I've got no life. Sorry to say that.

& did I tell you guys that I'm really lazy?
I'm uploading few pictures only. Take a look at my facebook album, only if you're my friend in fb. Heh.














this picture! Terimakasih, loong. (:


To-go-list ;
SunwayLagoon.
Redang.
Langkawi&Penang.
Genting.

One down, three more to go! (:


shanmin faints at 12:54 PM ♥
I don't own emotions ; I rent . ♡


I can wait forever. ♥
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Do things change now.
One minute to 11.11pm.

This time, I want my wish to come true.

Edited on 231209 1.50pm.
Sorry to have abandoned my blog for so many days.
But am really busy. Life after SPM is hectic. With tons of outings and trips. No joke. I long for a outing-free days now. :X

Not to say that I don't want to hangout with friends but I want to get some rest, sometimes. And I want to spend time with family. (:

Life's been great, really great.
181209


shanmin faints at 11:09 PM ♥
I don't own emotions ; I rent . ♡


I'll be here for you, I promise. ♥
Thursday, December 17, 2009


PROM WAS AWESOME! ;)
I'm a smart girl who forgot to bring her camera to prom. I hafta wait everyone to tag me on the Facebook. Smart ass me.

Gon'a update about everything after ze Langkawi trip.
Which is after Tuesday. I can assure you that it'll gonna be a zuper long post.

Anywayy, life after SPM is great. So far.
Oh, I've got a job. In Pumpkin Patch, selling children clothes. YAY ME! :D I can see babies almost everyday starting January. Awesome or not! :D

Okay, gotta go noww.
Remember to miss me. Cause I will. (:


shanmin faints at 11:06 PM ♥
I don't own emotions ; I rent . ♡


Home Sweet Home. ♥
Sunday, December 13, 2009
EXILE- ふたつの唇



HELLO WORLD! :D

Am currently homed. Homed as in in-home. In-home as in, I'M HOMED! Lol. I just repeated the same thing. Fyi, I've been staying in my grandpa's house since Saturday.

BUT ANYWAYY, the main point is
HOME SWEET HOME! :D

I realise the words home and family are warm.
& I know they've been worrying about me as they kept on calling me to make sure if I had my dinner etc. I feel lucky! (:

&& tomorrow is the last day, last day of hell.
Thou I've been living the After-SPM life alreadyy, I still remember to study Chinese only on today. But better than nothing righttt.

See open abit, I'll only choose few of those ming ju's.
Aint gonna study everyone of them. & I dont think I have a photostat machine brain, so yeah.

I'm kinda bored right now. With only me in the house. :(
Am waiting ngmengchoo's text nowwwwww. Oh, and I wana say thanks to ngmengchoo's mummy. (: Thanks to her, I no longer hafta risk my life driving to school tomorrow superb early in the morning. And I lose my confidence in my driving skills as I drive more. Gosh. :(

I'm a bad, bad driver.
Seriously. D;

& I don't want to study chinese now. Sue me.
Oh, and I miss you. ;)


shanmin faints at 8:15 PM ♥
I don't own emotions ; I rent . ♡


its not like we predicted. ♥
Saturday, December 12, 2009
BackstreetBoys- Something That I Already Know

I have kahwai's harddisk. Feels good. Lolwtf, sound so wrong. But then, I have music accompanying me now. (: But I still miss them.

I know I've been saying "I miss them" everywhere, literally.
& I know they'll be back soon. && I know they'll be alright and have alot of fun there. Right, I should move on.

Oh, he even introduced me a comedy series- How I Met Your Mother.
Hilarious betul. I can't stop laughing. xD

" When I'm sad, I stop being sad .. and be awesome instead. "
-Barney.


Somethings aren't as simple as it seems.
Let's make it short and sweet-

I hate people who think they know whats on my mind while they know nothing about it. & good try. (:


shanmin faints at 11:06 AM ♥
I don't own emotions ; I rent . ♡


Please don't go away. ♥
Friday, December 11, 2009






I'm starting to feel the loneliness.
& I don't like it. Not. At. All. :(










shanmin faints at 9:11 PM ♥
I don't own emotions ; I rent . ♡


everything seems so unreal. ♥
Sunday, December 6, 2009
周杰伦- 断了的弦

I feel as if the world is really small. You may not recognize people you knew since childhood anymore, be it your childhood partner but they may be your soon-to-be friends and you don't even remember there's thiss connection between both of you.

People change. They go into different path & live different lives. We may stay in contact, or may never get to meet each other again. If we keep our memories, it'll be okay. I don't need to have the same people with me forever, cause I know no one will. As long as we have the memories, no matter how long or short we have each other by our side, it doesn't matter. (:



Sometimes I really do wonder-
What if time stops, or we are able to travel thru time?

I wish to travel back time; back to when I was still a child, a child who wanted to be grown up whenever daddy mummy always told me "children cannot go in, only adults are allowed to". A child who only needs to worry about when's breakfast, lunch and dinner. Back to the time when my job is to play with my neighbours and need not to be worried of my future.

Even thou I'm loving my life now, still I prefer a naive me.
But then think again, I am not allowed to be naive anymore. The world doesn't allow me to. Growing up takes many things away from me, yet I gain more.

It may hurts. I may cry.
But its okay; this is what we called life, right.

I don't know its faith or coincident.
But I really am glad to have met them. & having to meet them once again, even thou we did not even talk but only clueless-ly staring at each other.

Having the chance to ever meet them again is tiny.
But at least, at least I know with everyone of them, my childhood is wonderful. (;

PS: He's HOT! :P


shanmin faints at 9:05 PM ♥
I don't own emotions ; I rent . ♡


you are my favourite mistake. ♥
BigBang- 声をきかせて



I know SPM isn't over yet.
But you tell me, who can resist 50% discounts? ;)

TODAY IS A GOOD DAY. It really is. ;D
I've got mengchoo, bro and sis to MidValley. For the annual friends&family sales thingy. We didn't know it was only for members. But the funny thing is, we were able to go into Quiksilver without showing our member card. And we are not even members.

Big thanks to ngmengchoo's friend, tsunyue. He gave us two invitation cards so that we can go into Roxy later on. HOW NICE OF HIM, horr? *wink2someone*

I love my new neck landyard. Woohoo.
& also my new bag. ;D

Daddy was not really happy when I told him I've bought a new bag. But nice bags are irresistable. :X

Funny things happened today. & I guess its better that I don't say a thing about it or I'm pretty sure that certain someone's gonna chop my head down on the spot. If you really want to know, ask me personally. AND I'LL TELL YOU PERSONALLY. :P

Life after SPM is around the corner.
I. Can't. Wait. (:
What's with me; imy.


shanmin faints at 12:04 AM ♥
I don't own emotions ; I rent . ♡


We were meant to say goodbye. ♥
Saturday, December 5, 2009
I wrote this yesterday. But I don't know why I didn't post this up. & I feel bad for deleting this. So I changed the date to today & am publishing it now. LOL!

Paramore- Feeling Sorry



Two subjects more to go.
& I'll be free for at least three months. ;)

I've been thinking what should I do to spend the holiday. Cause I don't want to shop till I drop. That's stupid. When I'm broke, I can't shop. When I can't shop, I become desperate. And it isn't good.

I WANT A PART TIME JOB.
Anyone's with me?

Gotta earn some money & spend every cent away.
Bwahahaha. I'm hopeless. Yes, I am.

And guess what- Final Fantasy XIII will be released on 17th Dec.
3 DAYS AFTER SPM ENDS. Awesome! :D

I can't wait till SPM ends. I can do whatever I want. I'm gonna download movies that I've missed thanks to trials and SPM; dramas that I've been waiting to be released. I wana find a part time job, cause I kiasu- I've never worked before. Lol. Is that a reason?

ANYWAY, DECEMBER IS HERE, PEOPLE.
Do you have any idea what it indicates?

SPM IS GOING TO END! :)
& what's left of us is holidayyyy. Awesome, no?

PS: I feel hyper after jogging. ;DD
I feel no sympathy.


shanmin faints at 7:32 PM ♥
I don't own emotions ; I rent . ♡


Dedicated. ♥
Friday, December 4, 2009
To Rouanne STARK Chen,



Happy Birthdayy! (:
Thou we've only known each other for two years, we've became kawan baikkk. I don't know what to say but I really am glad to have you as my best friend. Things are always crazy in the presence of you. Hope you had a great time with us yesterdayy. ;)

I cinta you banyak kayy. :D


shanmin faints at 3:24 PM ♥
I don't own emotions ; I rent . ♡


You're like a rainy day. ♥
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
TaeYang- Wedding Dress.

You are a mistake; a big fat one.
Just like a heavy rainy day.

Rainbows come after the rain.
& I believe, I'll find mine one day. (:


shanmin faints at 10:49 PM ♥
I don't own emotions ; I rent . ♡


Six down, five more to go. ♥
Saturday, November 28, 2009


HELLO EVERYBODEHHH. (:

I've lost my study ohm. & Monday's Biology papers. So I'm here searching for it. I need you, study ohm. Come back kay.

Drove siblings&maggie for lunch just now. We heard the storm.

Aiyarr, the sun so terik. Won't rain one lah.
Matahari rain cannot ah now.
AIYOR, matahari rain the sun also won't so terik one. Confirm won't rain.
Oi! Raining!

& it was really raining. -.-
I parked my car far far awayyyy. So we had to wait for the rain to stop; for 30 minutes. Smart brothaaaaaaaa.

And if you're wondering how's my SPM going on.
The papers are okayyy. But I tell you ah, even if not okay pun hafta become okay alreadyy. No point fussing over something that's over right.

I SEE OPEN ALREADYY. (:
Awesome or not. Tee hee.

Okay, I guess my study ohm isn't here.
Ima search somewhere else. Bye! :D

PS : The internet is evil.
PPS : I repeat, the internet is really evil.
PPPS : No, I'm not going to tell you internet is evil. But check out my twitter updates kay. ;)


shanmin faints at 5:09 PM ♥
I don't own emotions ; I rent . ♡


where are you.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
NO, SPM ISNT OVER.
Not yet. But soon. (:

I'm here to express how worried am I now. I know I should not think of the past-subjects anymore cause it is now history. But but but, I'm afraid I'll disappoint my parents. Disappoint myself.

I want to get the results I want.
I'm working real freaking hard for it thou last minute works don't help much. :/ Everyone is saying "history is officially history now" and seems so excited and happy. Why am I the weird one.

Being weird doesn't feel good, I realise.

Idk where does the optimistic part of my brain go whenever I need it most. Like seriously, I should not be so pessimistic at this moment & move on to accounts. Gah, I wished I didn't waste so much time on useless stuff months ago.

See open abit, see open abit.
CANNOT LAH, HOW? :(

A2, A2 for history is more than enough.
(A2 sounds alot better than A-, fyi.) & I've already see very open to aim for only A2. Aiks, am I aiming too high? :/

All of a sudden, my confidence is gone.
Gone, gone, far far awaaaayy.

ANYWAY, I'm not letting my A's go away just like that.
Ima go take a bath and start doing accounts. CIAO! (:

& I won't be blogging till the end of SPM. Situations like this are exceptional. But let's hope I'll not blog till SPM ends. (:


shanmin faints at 6:13 PM ♥
I don't own emotions ; I rent . ♡